Cal has a secret that makes loving him come at a price, and having been his wife costs more than she bargained for. All he says is that he has to go and doesn’t explain where and why he’s leaving he tells Lauren not to give up on him.įor two years, no word or news of him and his whereabouts but one day, by chance, Lauren learns where Cal is living and goes to look for him, and it’s at this point that mind-blowing revelations come to light. Cal leaves Lauren for no reason, and this time she’s 23 years old.

Now everything that she saw like a charm starts to anger her. However, her love-induced hopes that Cal’s mysterious and secret personality was part of his charming style and that he will tell her the whole truth one day.Īs days pass, nothing changes with Cal, and Lauren starts to realize that she might have been too blind in love to see that he’s hiding things from her. Lauren is tired of Cal’s constant disappearances with no explanation, which leaves her wondering why he keeps secrets from her. She acts on impulse in times of anger, and even though it sounds unhealthy, she sees it as the only way to get her husband’s attention. She loves her husband irrevocably, and she deals with the situation the way most people deal in desperate situations. Lauren has been trying all she can to save her marriage so that it doesn’t come to an end.

However, she ignores all the red flags hoping that things will get better, but the secrets slowly ruin her marriage. What she thought would be a happily ever after turned out to be a dream. Unfortunately, she comes to realize that her marriage is far from perfect and it’s full of secrets. Soon they get engaged then married, and even when things have changed, Lauren still feels that she’ll have a happy life with Cal. At first, she didn’t plan to marry him until she was convinced otherwise. Seeing him, Lauren knew he might be trouble, but little trouble is all she wanted for the first time in her life. Cal is a tall guy with deep gray eyes and ebony hair, and his smile hides every doubt one could have on him. Everything changes after the meeting, and she feels that she has found the love. The story features Lauren, who has been planning how she’ll make her dreams come true one day.Įverything in her life is good so far until the night she meets Cal.

If I Break is the first novel in the If I break Series. When not writing, she likes cooking and spending time with her family. She’s an iBook and Amazon bestselling author and writes mind-blowing romance thrillers that leave her fans coming for more. Portia Moore is an American romance writer best known for her If I Break, Collided and the Her series.

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